Thursday, November 29, 2007

Alpinestars "Burning Up" lyrics

The lights in all the cities have now gone
Restless hearts and minds are moving on
Baby take the best escape for all
Don't know if I'm coming back for more

Burning up again
I found my only friend
Burning up again
I found my only friend

Got to feel inside the orange sun
No hold on the borders till it's fun.
Race to please you if you start to roll,
Vanity and time will rape my soul.

Burning up again
I found my only friend
Burning up again
I found my only friend

Burning up again
I found my only friend
Burning up again
I found my only friend

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Reflective

Finally made it through hump day, which is my longest day at work. It was a really odd one because of the odd people that came in today. I am really exhausted as I am every week on hump day. I spent today skimming over and re-evaluating my life and where I stand in all aspects of my life. It's good to do that every now and then. I am learning what I will tolerate and what I won't tolerate as far as individuals go. I am getting set in my ways and don't feel like I need to change or conform to what someone else thinks I should or shouldn't be. This train of thought is very liberating. I suddenly feel empowered. ---------------- Now playing: Puddle Of Mudd - If I Could Love You via FoxyTunes

My Brother

My brother woke me up with a slightly chilling call this morning. He just called to see if I was okay. He had a horrible nightmare about me being killed in a car accident. He told me to be careful on my drive to work today. That was really sweet of him. I really really love my little brother and he loves me too. We are a very close knit family and that means a lot to a girl like me. ---------------- Now playing: Sixpence None The Richer - Easy To Ignore via FoxyTunes

Work Lust

Today was my first day back at work after my Thanksgiving holiday. I had a four day weekend and it was very hard to get up and go to work today. At one point I was so sleepy I couldn't concentrate. This is the beginning of holiday hell in a retail environment. On a more personal note, I am seriously lusting over someone at work. I won't reveal who he is, but it's krazy. I can't quite explain why I am so sexually drawn to this guy, I am just drawn to him. I have had more than a few racy dreams and daydreams about him. I don't believe anything will ever happen between us, but it's nice to let my imagination run wild from time to time. Did I mention that I have a very vivid imagination. ---------------- Now playing: Goldfrapp - Road To Somewhere via FoxyTunes

Monday, November 26, 2007

Elusive Love

Finding love has been an insurmountable task. Just when I think I have found it, or whenever I think I have made a connection, it vanishes into thin air. Most of the men I have encountered are just looking for sex, emotionally unavailable or not looking to settle down anytime soon. At this point I am going to just say fuck it and forget about looking for a mate. It's exhausting and with work, I don't have a tremendous amount of free time. I am done searching. I have no problem with being alone. At least my family and my cat love me unconditionally. ---------------- Now playing: Goldfrapp - Happiness via FoxyTunes